Surrendering to the Love Mind

Step 1 of 12 Steps to Loving the Self:
"We realise we were giving our power away to the belief that love exists outside ourselves."
A Step 1 Reflection: 
We think we can plan what we will do. Then in the moment you make a decision that is completely different to your plan. How many times have you done this? I know with all my Heart that I just can't know what life will want to do through me until the NOW moment arrives. I was never in really in control. it just seemed like I made decisions. It is only in hindsight I can reflect on what happened and realise which part of my mind responded. Was it the fearful part or the love part? Love part always feels like a joyful 'Yes" with no hesitation whatsoever. Fear part usually comes with hesitation, indecision and guilt. The more I commit and surrender to the Love part of my mind, the more I see that it takes over and 'Thy will, not my will' plays its tune in my life. 
~Eileen Dielesen (copyright 10.4.2018)

---